
So, with this move, I knew I'd be getting a new email address as we are switching ISP.  It got me thinking of a new email address.  Personally, I think my gmail address (also the address for this blog) is way too long and way too complex!)  So, I was wanting something like joy@whatever.net  Because Joy is my favorite word.  It is what I seek most.  Then, I go.... really, is that what I seek most?  What about surrender?  I love the word SURRENDER.  I love what it means.... but then I'm stuck with surrender@blahblahblah.net sounds pretty strange.  So, here I am wondering why I care so much about my identity at all.  Rider Meyer Girl was good because I love horseback riding, riding bikes, riding a mountain on a snowboard... but now, I run.  So, really .. switch it?  I wonder if it can't be mores simplistic.  simplify@email.com  or that my identity is so much in HIM that it is eternal@email.com
Just things running through my head.  Is it pride?  I so desire to live my life as a vessel or a channel for others to see Him.  This doesn't mean that everything I'm about has to have a "Bible" word with it, but I want to reflect His goodness in my life in all avenues.  
When I turned 35 a few weeks ago, I chopped off all my hair, sold my minivan, ran a marathon.  Now with all these labels swimming in my head, I have just been concentrating on my identity.  
Bottom line.
I am His.  He is with ME.  He will never leave me.  I LONG to please Him.  I LONG to be with Him.  I LONG to bring GLORY to HIM.  So, with all of this said, If I have a new blog with a new address or a new email or a new look, just know that I am actually evaluating my heart and my choices to best accomplish these LONGINGs of mine!!!!